I used to have girl crushes. Or I think that is the closest word I can think of to describe them, even though they never involved me flicking my tongue in and out between their lips at lightening speed, or swirling my fingers around in their pussies—they weren’t ever about anything sexual. (Though you probably think I’m in denial writing this, since I’ve basically just described what I might like to do to another girl if I were trying for a sexual encounter.)

Girl Crushes

Anyway though, I finally did figure out that I am not a true lesbian. I’m very proud of the fact that I managed to psycho-analyze myself and therefore did not have to spend the money on an appointment with a real shrink. I concluded that I developed obsessions with other females in my life because I was unhappy with myself, and how I was unable to be emotional, or express myself among the people in my life at the time, and resorted to living vicariously through other chosen individuals within the walls of my own fantasies.

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